November 2011
1 post
I knew you were always over me
October 2011
4 posts
June 2011
1 post
I try so fucking hard, every day. I wish you knew what it felt like to not be able to move on. I wish you knew what it felt like to feel your heart break every day. To know you love her fucking kills me. But I’d never wish that on you, because I love you. I wish I knew what made you stop loving me. I’d change it in a heartbeat.
March 2011
5 posts
I wish I was a photograph tucked into the corners of your wallet I wish I was a photograph you carried like a future in your pocket I wish I was that face you show to strangers when they ask you where you come from I wish I was that someone that you come from every time you get there and when you get there I wish I was that someone who got phone calls and postcards saying wish you were here I wish...
excuse me if I use here to vent
I don’t know what’s the worst thing. The fact that I am so easy to move on from or that fact that you moved on so quickly. The fact that it doesn’t hurt you to know I’m broken or the fact that I wasn’t this way when we were together. That OUR friends will meet her, that they see and hear you talk about her and I feel humiliated every time. That I know your family...
You cunt
February 2011
4 posts
I honestly am beginning to doubt everything
How could you do this to me?
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i love her skin.
i love that her hands are always the perfect temperature.
i love that she loves eating as much as me.
i love that she loves my family.
i love that i love her family.
i love that she texts and calls me at random times to tell me things that she has just seen or found out.
i love that, even though i get all silly about it, but i really do want kids with her.
i love...
December 2010
22 posts
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all my essays are in. all my essays are in. all my essays are in. all my essays are in. all my essays are in. all my essays are in. all my essays are in. all my essays are in. all my essays are in. all my essays are in. all my essays are in!
no. more. essays!
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Just seeing my little brother cheers me up more then you can imagine. I love that little guy!
To those still following me thank you, I promise I will be back to posting as normal after all my essay shit goes away and hopefully I’m feeling a little happier.
I feel pathetic.
I remember a year ago today exactly. I remember 2 years ago today exactly, I remember 3 years ago today exactly, I remember 4 years ago today exactly. Today I should be seeing you, the happiest we’ve been.
Instead all I can do is remember.
I would do anything to change how things are
2010 has easily been the worst year of my life
the person I love more then anyone I have hurt, and pushed away to the point where they don’t, and can’t love me anymore
I feel so shit, and the one person I want to talk to, hold, just lay with, is the one person I can’t. I know I deserve all of this because I brought it all on myself, I just wish so so much I could change the...
ew.
I can gear my house mste gabing sex.
Came on tumblr to have a quick check as I have finished one of my essays.
Love love love the Intervention video.
Also so bloody proud of La Roux on their grammy nominations!
In other news, my drafts section is turning into my diary atm. Every thought in my mind is in their right now!
Anyways, only 4 more essays to go, that is 8000 words…by the 15th. fml.
Well, goodbye again untill I...
November 2010
130 posts
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I've not only lost the love of my life, I've lost...
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I have no drive
not for work, my future, love, my appearance, my diet, succeeding, improving, learning, going out even